Maligayang Bati..

Today's my birthday. I'm having lunch later with my four best friends and a few of my favorite people. It's not like a party or anything, but I wish it were. It would be so great to have grown up party and not have to worry about how much it would cost us. But it's not happening. I've learned to live with that.
I've also learned to live with the fact that the one person that I most wanted to be at that lunch isn't going. He's too busy, and I can understand that. He needs to work. And I can't force him to be there. I don't have that right.
Maybe because it's my birthday or maybe because he won't be there, but I don't feel so good about today anymore. I was all high and peppy a few hours ago, when it wasn't my birthday yet, but now...
I don't know.
Maybe I'm just bipolar and I'm exhibiting signs of depression. Or maybe it's just because I have an exam on a major subject today. Or maybe it's because my new mp3 player isn't working and I kind of have to take it back.
Or maybe I'm just nuts.
Who knows? Maybe I'm going to die later. Get hit by a car while I'm crossing the street.
It could happen.
Happy birthday to me...