I Think I Need an Ambulance

The first time I try something like this I straight up crash and burned.
How do you get up from that? Never mind that, how do you face the person ever again? How do you take back the embarassing words and try to forget that you ever said them?
Damn it.
I think I'm angrier at myself than I am at him.
This is what I get for wearing my heart out on my sleeve. Again.